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a hard day's night

I'm wearing my new Beatles t-shirt I bought a few days ago (love the second-hand store Emmaus for that), I think I've nearly got my future sort of figured out (thanks to my sis who actually seems to KNOW me) and I'm spending time with my family (although my mom decided to be a bitch today). Having a good day? I AM! XD

Soon is Christmas and the thing I'm mostly looking forward to is GLÖGG! I haven't forgotten yesterday though, it's still in my thought but I'm trying hard to forget it. Trying to regain my power to force it away. All I've been really thinking about is how the situation's going to look like when he comes back on his graduation... It's while until then, I'll deal with it when the time comes!

Oh, by the way. I'm kind of thinking of getting a tongue piercing but I'm very very sceptic. I want a tattoo. No question about that. But I'm not sure if tongue piercing is my thing. I still want it at the same time. And I've thought of this for a while. Ah, confusing. Would I fit in it?

*KABOOM*

I received the biggest bomb today. I went to say good bye to Lars. He's visiting his sister over Christmas and New Years Eve with his family, and then they're going to Austria to go skiing. As soon as they get back, he's moving to Ireland the next day.

I didn't say things would be easy. I knew I'd feel some kind of sorrow. But I didn't expect anything like this. He was just like himself - kind and also a bit weird. We were talking about just anything, about his move, his future and bunch of other things that had no meaning.

Since he was cleaning his room, it was weird just being there. It was so clean. Nothing on floor. Nothing in his cupboard. His closet was almost empty. And there was his desk. Empty. Excpet that little box and the bag under it. "That's for you. But don't open it now."

I was overwhelmed. He was the leaving and he was giving me a present. I could feel how this goodbye was not going to end well. He was sitting on the bed infront me and I was on the chair. I went ahead to give him the hug he deserves for the gift.

Warm. Strong. And long. Wow. Sounds like I'm describing something else. But no, that was the hug we gave eachother. That's when he decides to give me a kiss. On the lips. He mumbling, as usual. About the past. Saying sorry for the past.

I'm not even sure I'm making any sense at all. I just have a memory of that last hour spent with him. That kiss. He wanted me back. And it all came as bomb now that he's leaving. The gift wasn't any better. A cute little teddy... and a poem. A love poem that he had written.

I just want to get out of here. Get out the house. Because the worst part is that I love him. But I'm not in love with him. I'm just wondering how much it would have, not only hurt me but, hurt him if he actually had stayed. So call me crazy, but I'm happy he's gone. Although I'll miss him so...

behind blue eyes

Today I managed to get through a torturous hour (or more) with the company of a guy I spent a whole night with last Friday. Should I say more? I wasn't in the mood of meeting him in the first place but I'm an expert on making things unawkward with people that are as goofy as me.. so I'm guessing we'll be fine friends in the future. He's a cool guy, nothing for me though. Although ... those beautiful blue eyes are kind of hard to resist.

It only got awkward when his old classmates bumped into him at a café. He noticed how I got shy and tried to include me in the conversation. I got away from the whole (whole!) thing when Gabby called me. We acted as if I had forgotten that we had planned that we were hanging out her place today. Such a fool, he believed in it.

I'm so tired. My eyes are itchy. I think that's why I can't stand every single person today. Even the Friday-night guy from this afternoon's christmas shopping. XD Good nighty!

wishing drunken thoughts!

If I were way drunk right now and way TOO honest I would log onto my facebook and write: Bea should be concentrating on her future plans instead of thinking about her crush. But no no. I've only had one beer and that was because I was thirsty. Loke was adorably funny, my face is still aching from all the laughing and smiling! Tomorrow I have to get myself to school to get the textile I made for my sister's christmas present. And then hurry back to Gothenburg to meet a so called friend (notice that I wrote 'so called') that wants my company whiles christmas shopping.

hoping for pigless dreams

I'm all of a sudden in the mood of writing in Swedish. Which, I can promise you, never happens. I just think everything sounds so much better in english, it just flows better. I even think that books and essays sound phony. Just reading the newspaper makes me laugh! But since I'm in that 'mood' today, I'm probably going to stumble on to some path where my english will go crazy. Good luck to me!

Hectic day! I became very popular, had a lot people that texted me for some reason and wanted to meet up. I didn't have the time see them all, but I tried my best. I was at IHGR again (surprise surprise, I'm there so often) but this time I was there cause Matt, Mahsa and Nils were there visiting. Matt lives in the US and Mahsa and Nils (the engaged couple) live in Australia! It's been about 1 or 2 years since I last saw them. There visiting here for a while, so I'm hoping to see them again!

Then I met a friend that also dated my ex boyfriend but before me. It's funny how we've got so much in common, we're very alike both personality wise and looks. And every time we meet, we always end up talking about boys and Thailand. It's natural. She'd recently been there, so she told me everything about it and it was nostalgic hearing it all. I just really feel like going there, it's like my second home. And I would definitely deserve being there. It' been 2 years since last time...


Last but not least. The crush. My friend, Maria, got to meet him for a second or so before she left and me and him left together. And it was great. I was so nervous before, I was shaking so much I could barely talk cause my mouth was shaking too. Aah, it was crazy. But I seemed to have calmed down as soon as we met and sat down at a café.

We sat there talking for about more than 2 hours, about everything and nothing. It never felt awkward or like one of us were talking way more the other. It felt natural in its own way. But. Yea, here it comes. The But. Could there be more? We took the bus home together cause that's what we do (haha) and I hoping for a more intimate time since we'd be sitting closer to eachother. But somehow when I'm around him I don't think 'intimate'. I don't think 'FLIRT!'. I don't think at all, I just end up being myself. Which is the main reason why I like him.

But that's where it's all so problematic. I will never be able to let him know what's going on in my mind. And I don't want to take that risk asking him what he thinks because that could ruin our friendship if his thoughts are negative. I rather be friends with him than nothing or even worse, have the most awkward friendship ever. Where does this lead?

Hey, I'm a girl. This is what we do. Overanalyse. Think too much!

I'm home alone and I don't think our TV works. I have basically nothing to do but to start thinking of christmas presents! It's a week left...

...love stories...

I've been in a bad mood, hence the last post. But then I was reminded to visit one of my favourite blogs.. I don't go there everyday but when I do, it makes me happy. In one of her posts, she describes thats she recently got sick and thats she wants her beloved fans to write love or horse stories or even last weeks flirt to make her happy. I read through the 76 ADORABLE stories written to her! Read them yourself, I appoligies if you dont understand swedish.. But otherwise enjoy her pictures! Milk - Signe Siemsen

Since I'm in that lovey dovey mood after reading through those BEAutiful stories, I kinda felt like telling you my own crush of mine. The picture above is not him. That's me and my ex boyfriend a year ago. We are really good friends now and he's an adorable guy. But what kills me the most is that I found out a week ago that he's moving to Westport, Ireland on Saturday. Makes me really sad, cause I really will miss him.. He's stood so close to my heart.

I wont mention any names, but the people that know me will understand. I met a guy at a club a few months ago, he came up to me saying my name to me. I didn't know who he was, but it all made clear when he screamed out his name with the most exquiset smile. He grabbed me by my waist with his skinny but oh so strong arms. It felt like we stood there for at least 10 minutes hugging eachother!

Long story short, we're meeting eachother tomorrow. We've met more times before and I've had feelings for him on and off. It's hard to explain our relationship because all we are is friends, but sometimes I wish there was more. I wish there was more because he's perfect in his own wow way. I'll let you know more tomorrow.

For those who actually know me personally, know that I get easily crushes. My response to that is: "AJ AJ captain, I admit." But my crushes usually don't last longer than after the second date. I am so picky every time. There's always something that bugs me about the boy. But there's something about this guy...

To be continued?

"Too cool for school...",

My sister invited to watch Loke on thursday. Something to look forward to, not that I've ever seen him before or I don't even know what to expect. But I know my sister and she never dissapoints me with music or humour! XD

School all day today, which was torture. From 8am to 4.30pm. I arrived to school at 7.20am and nearly fell alseep on the soffas in the hallway. But then I got the weirdest stomache ache. I would have returned home if it wasnt for that weaving lab I was about to have. I had already missed one lab because I had overslept. I even remember how I cried for hours in my bed because of that, I not only felt like I had dissapointed my lab partner (who's the worlds coolest gay 25 year old!) but it also felt like I dissapointed myself even more.

I couldn't get myself to skip this last school day of the year. I have already skipped so much this year, failed two exams, missed one exam and lied to my dad (you could basically say, my best friend) about half of the things. Yes, I admit: I don't really like going to school. Feels like I'm still in high school but with the most boring people ever. At least there were fun people at IHGR. Gabs, Jennika, Felix, Angie, Rebecka, Mari, Evelina. Even teachers.

Dad knows everything now. After I had a breakdown, cried for hours. But now it's up to me to figure out what to do instead. This isn't really the greatest time to go and get a job instead.

"What will be done, time will show and you will come to know," I will take Mr Mukherjee's advice.

I still think of you at 6 am

I had been up until 6 last night, exchanging comments with a good friend of mine that now lives in Ireland. That's how our relationship is nowadays, we comment on eachothers photos - say stupid things and make everything into a big deal until we realized how silly we sound. We were so tired last night, or at least I was, so everything we wrote was hilarious! I even agreed on starting a blog.. Or I mean, continuing this blog.

But it was nice. She's adorable in her own way and she always tends bring out a side of me that I love. The goofy side that I only seem to show around people I feel comfortable around. She went in my class for 2 years and it's funny how I never got to know her until 3rd year of high school where we would just sit and talk talk talk during art class. More like gossip then talk.

Now she's in Ireland and has left me alone in this cold Gothenburg. Just kidding, hun. You haven't left me alone. But there are times like today or maybe more like yesterday where I have news that you would go 'Aah' when you hear them. Crazy.

I had a hard to deciding if I should write in English or Swedish, but English it is. I have Swedish around me the whole (f-ing) time and I long for more english in most of my dreams! Good luck to me with the new me blog. We'll have to see what I write in it. Cause apparently I'm not allowed to write about fashion.. Whereas fashion is basically one of my biggest hobbies. See how that goes! XD

my comeback

Like I said, a lot has happened. And a lot is going to happen too! I'm longing for my graduation on the 30th of May. Bit more than three weeks left and then no more school. We'll see about that, actually. I'm hoping to get into a university but like I said, we'll see about that.

Then there's my moms 50th birthday and my dad is planning on giving her a trip to Thailand. It's not really a secret or anything like so she knows about it. And of course, they're letting me come with. I didn't get the chance to come with last year. Too bad. But they're trying to find tickets for a longer trip, we want to stay longer during our summerbreak. My, have I missed that place or what?

Not only that, but I'm really longing for my niece to come out of my brother's girlfriends big fat stomache. They've got everything fixed at home and so adourable. They know it's going to be a baby girl, so the girlfriend has already bought a bunch of cute girly pink baby stuff! So amazing. I can't believe I'm gonna be a Auntie Bettan!

forgive me,

It's been a long time, I know I know. And I'm really sorry. A lot has happened. I got a cold, I had lots to do and now my keyboards is fucking up. I'm sorry.

saturday night fever!

I had fun Saturday night. She had fun Sturday night. Benjamin (red dragon squashed between us) had fun Saturday night!

Before arriving at her house, we payed a visit at the grocery store. We bought chips (since I had already brought the dip-powder), yogurt for the dip, Ben&Jerry's icecream, chocalate. And yes, we were healthy and bought jummy mineral water with strawberry+lime taste!

We watched Hard Candy, that I've probably already mentioned before. It's with the young and oh so great actress Ellen Page that currently famous for her work in Juno! Iii! Love her! We had fun, did you?

Tomorrow I'm finally sleeping over at my best friend's place. It's been ages! Catching up, watching a bunch tv, eating unhealthy food.. can it get any better?

Even if it's only less 24 hours, I really can't wait! Gnii!

aiste at muse

This is my body
Covered in skin
And not all of it
You can see

picture from musenyc.com

eva at muse

You said you'd marry me if I was 23
But I'm one that you can't see if I'm only 18
Tell me who made these rules
Obviously not you

picture from musenyc.com

aomi at muse

What you waiting for
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Take a chance you stupid hoe

picture from musenyc.com

heidi rock at muse

My mom and dad were in their teens
And anarchy was still a dream
And the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail

picture from musenyc.com

berta molnar at muse

This is a good day
And you're an aquired taste
That I learned to brew
Now I got to have you

picture from musenyc.com

anna at muse

I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feelin'
I'm happy again
I'm laughing at clouds

pictures from musenyc.com

lyrics .. pictures.. day..

You don't understand? There's a picture and lyrics right under it. It not easier than that! Go ahead and guess the lyrics ,

sleeping beauty

I really need to get some sleep.. Good Night!

magical picture..

Magical picture..

I just found out I have two test tomorrow in school. I knew we were having a Chemisty test but I'm shocked I have a Religion test too. I'm not that best at tests. Not only that, these are kind of the worst subjects. I'm failing in Chemistry and Religion isn't fun at all.

Well, good luck to me.. I guess. I'm considering skipping. I have no other choice but to do my best. I promise you, it won't go well!

yellow pumpkin pie

Couldn't you agree more with me about this jacket? It's so wonderful! It really just stands out, and so cute. I'm wondering though what those kinds buttons are called, I've gone completely blank. You see, I want to buy those kind and put them on a jacket. How lovely wouldn't that look? Just the buttons make the jacket look so much better.

I do have to admit that if I saw this jacket in the store, then I wouldn't probably buy it cause of the color. Too much for me...

another time, here I am!

Hi, another time! Here I am and I'm going to show people an amazing picture of a wonderful dress that I would love to wear to prom this year. Unfortunately Lily Allen own that dress. But that doesn't bother me, I'd rather her wear it than me. It obviously would look so much better on her. And not only that, I don't think I w.o.u.l.d. ever wear it cause I wouldn't be able to afford it!

I'm glad my mom liked it a lot when I showed this picture. Otherwise, she can be a bit picky when I chose what I want. That's why I'm so picky with fashion, I get it from her!

If you want any tips on everyday dresses, then I'm telling you: just check out pictures of Lily Allen! She know the deal; she know how to dress fashionably! At least, that's what I think..

Yea, and aspecially with those kinds of shoes! Ohyeaa, I haven't even shown you the shoes I'm wearing for my prom. Ohmama, they're really cute! So cute you'll want to die!

remember kindergarten?

I start late today in school. We have one of those parent-teacher-meetings all day until we have our electives at 2. Actually, it's student-teacher-meeting. I couldn't bother signing up cause I'd rather just talk to THE teacher after class and start late today! Me so smart!

I'm sitting in front of the computer in my Snoopy flanellpyjamas and listening to Kate Nash. She reminds me a lot of Lily Allen.

This is my face, covered in freckles with an occasional spot and some veins.

This is my body, covered in skin, and not all of it you can see
And, this, is my mind, it goes over and over the same old lines And, this, is my brain, it’s torturous analytical thoughts make me go insane

The color of the dress to the right is so great. I'd love to own that object. Her pail skin looks really nice in that shade of blue? turquoise? blue-purple?.. I'm just as pail as her, so hopefully I'd look as great as her.

Oh by the way, although I know what kind of dress I want I still need to find a pattern for it. I'll show you a picture of the dress another time.

I’m not in love
I just wanna be touched

I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss

Wops I think I’ve got too close
‘Cause now he’s telling me I’m girl that he likes most

my hands are shaking..

Mrm, oh so great for me.. I haven't found any pattern for a lovely prom dress. Keep on looking!

Yesterday was filled with lots of different feelings. I took a test, one of those college tests.. kinda of like Cambridge Exam and the SAT's, but this one is Swedish. It lasted for 8 hours and since it lasted for such a long time I was so bored when I came home. There was nothing on T.V., I couldn't calm down and just take it easy. I wanted to DO something!


So with nothing on T.V. and no interesting movies on my computer to watch, I found myself downloading a couple of the Chuck episodes and then eventually watching the newest The Hills episodes of season 3. I just love that show! Which one? Oh sorry, I mean.. I just love those showS! They're both so great!

Chuck-- cause it's so funny and amusing. The Hills -- cause of all the fashion and of course the drama! Could it get any better?

If I haven't said this before then here it comes now - -

Watch The Hills!

on the role for patterns!

AAH! I'm going crazy.

Since my mom promised she would sew my prom dress, I've been looking for free patterns on the internet. Instead of finding patterns for a dress, I found other lovely patterns for a skirt (that I've wanted for a while now) and a pair of shorts.


And I also stumbled on to the picture above. The flowery dress the kind of dress I want for prom. Not too flashy and not too simple. Although , mine would be white with a brown bow. That's how I've planned it. Now, where can I find the pattern for this dress?

art by.. a pie!

And this is why love H&M even more! These are only some of the lovely collection 'Art By' with really nice artistic t-shirts! They're not that expensive either...

These three are my favorite, I'd buy them.. if I had the money. Otherwise it'd only be 450 kr (SWE) for these three. Which is about.. oh god here comes my great math: 50 Euros? 75 Dollars? Yeah, something like that.

I'm taking a Art&Design class this year in school. I love the teacher, and of course I love art. A part of the course is the exhibition at the end of the year, where you're allowed to design or paint/draw something. Actually, you're allowed to do anything. I haven't spoken to the teacher but the other friends that take the same class seem to think that my idea is good.

I was thinking of designing a t-shirt. What do you think? Well, you haven't really seen my art before so you can't really judge or give me any feedback. But the idea is great right? I've always wanted to do something like this.. but never had the opportunity. I tried a couple of time, succeeded once or twice.. and the first time I failed.

Now this is for a grade, so we'll see how that works out. I'll keep you posted!

flower dress

The Swedish clothing line Hennes&Mauritz is famous everywhere, all over the world. Well, I'm not sure if it's all over the world but at least in Europe, what I'm sure of. Maybe also in America. Anyways, that's not my point. My point is, I love there amazing quality and design .. and prizes aren't even that expensive.

There you go. Simple as that. Rachel Bilson in a really cute dress that I could die for. And another picture of a dress that is out in stores in H&M, for a cheap amount of money. Could this get any better? I think not. So tomorrow is my lucky day, I'm going shopping! Ohyes, you guessed right! That dress is so mine!

The dress is only 298 kr!

make me a black cherry pie

I watched a movie ages ago. It was at the time when I was obsessed about watching movies with Mandy Moore in them. Well, Mandy never fascinated me. But there was this one song that I really like in the movie 'Because I said so'. I never found out what song it was, I just kept on re-watching the same scene over again. The song and the scene fit so perfectly together, I just loved it!

So I came home today, and directly put on the TV. It's become a habit now after Easter Break, which is bad. But especially today it was good that I turned it on. I found out who sings that song.

Well my heart knows me better than I know myself
so I'm gonna let it do all the talking.

But I said no, no, no,no-no-no
I said no, no, you're not the one for me

I came across a place in the middle of nowhere
with a big black horse and a cherry tree.

K.T. Tunstall - Black Horse & The Cherry Tree

K.T. Tunstall is a Scottish folk singer that is only a couple of centimeters shorter than me. 33 years old and 157 cm tall! Amazing, she looks like she's only 25! So pretty too!

By the way, did you fool anyone yesterday on April 1st? I tried, but failed. It's nothing interesting.

April Fools is back!

Tomorrow is April Fools Day and Converse has made funniest commercial poster ever! I'm dying to see if it actually helped them sell more. Well, they don't actually need any help since the shoe label is already very popular. I already have three pair. Not counting all the other converse I've bought in the past which I either threw away or gave to people who appreciated them more..

Now, you're probably wondering what's in the picture. It's basically a shoe in red jelly. Yum, right? I'd get mad. I might even laugh. I'd get mad at first cause they're obviously my favourite shoes. But just for that reason, I wouldn't buy a new pair! They're way too expensive here in Sweden! Do you like Converse shoes as much as I do?

Tomorrow is April Fools Day! Remember to fool somebody!

I heart Sun!

Here they are! The heart-sunglasses that everyones been waiting for. Really? Not me, at least. It just sounded like a pling when I wrote it! Anyway, they look great. They do, I'm not kidding you. But who I'm kidding right now is myself. I would never wear them, so why am I saying that they look amazing? Girls. Boys. Don't listen to me. Ms Bettan never wears sunglasses!

So Jennika (Beritgoesbike), you said you want them, here they are.. the red heartshaped sunglasses! For only (?) about 188kr at Topshop! AAH, go and buy them now!

Nude in Jeans!

Looking for jeans now. I need a new pair cause I've been wearing my favorite jeans that I've had now for 3 years. I bought them secondhand and now they're really ripped.. in other words, I need new pair of jeans. But thing is, I wouldn't be able to manage throwing my lovely 'old' Diesel jeans away. They're my babies!
So I tried a pair of Nudie Jeans the other week. I hate the whole new fashion with wide legs, I'm still in love with the slim leg! Although I really liked the jeans that I tried on, too bad I can't afford them! Maybe in another life time? Ohwell, I'll keep on looking!

colorful hours

For the people that follow my blog, sorry for not writing anything for a while. I experienced a little trauma and then I was busy during the easter holiday with dinners here and there. It really helped me keep my mind off the shock. And I really don't want to talk about it.
Today I was in a good mood again, thank god. Until my parents came home. That's when it was the end of happy days. The trauma memories came back to me and got me to clean my room completely. I threw away half of the things that I own in my room.



This is how colorful my day was until it got really dark during the afternoon. I shouldn't have gotten that letter, it really did distroy my day..

grey scale

I'm watching Grey's Anatomy. Couldn't stay away from the tv even if I've already seen the episodes. Twilight is just going to have to wate. And I really have a craving for ice cream. Or a cider. I'm thirsty. Chips with dip? Yum.

white flower pedals

If you'd give me a wedding now, then this is the dress I would wear! She looks like a white rose..

This is nice dress too. If only it was another color then I would wear it to prom. But sorry, not to my wedding.

Here I come Julius!

Here I come Julius! Paul Frank is always so cute but I still haven't gotten a tshirt from that brand. I do have a tanktop, but I don't really like it. The Julius head are really thick and heavy, so it doesn't look good one me. But hello, look at this picture. I want this look. I going to run to town tomorrow and buy a pair of Wrangler jeans, die my hair black (oh no I'm not going to cut my hair that short..) and.. then it'll take forever to get that tiischa!

twilight

Finally Easter break! Or wait, is it really finally? Now I have so much to be done; not only is there a big test to study for but also essays. Bunch of studying with a promise of cleaning my room!
I also want to read books! I just received three thick books from a good friend of mine from school. She's completely crazy about the Twilight books and I told her I'd love to read them. I didn't actually think she was serious about lending them to me, but then she came to school yesterday with the books.
So I'm looking forward to start reading them.. Has anyone read them yet? Let me know what you think, but don't tell me too much detail! Well I'm gonna get started now, put my earplugs on and let the book welcome me to a new world!

coming out of the closet!

I walked around town today and saw all the beautiful clothes. I came home, looked through my closet and only saw ugly things. Why did I have all these thing? How did they get here?
I need to start cleaning out my closet, take out all the old ugly things and put in new beautiful stuff! Ussh, what a mess!

day tripper..

N.E.E.T. is still like the best magazine ... ever. Just look at these pictures, completely natural but yet so professional. I wish I was a good photographer as any. Nah I wish I had a SLR camera!

Uh, my lips are itching.. where in the world is my lipbalm when I need it the most?

make me a raspberry pie!

Today was a good day! Didn't do much in school, but still felt like I had progressed a lot and worked a bunch. Spent a nice time with my friends looking through vintage prom dresses online for a while and just talking, felt nice.
Ran off to the scout group that I go to on Mondays, and we baked the whole time we were there. We kind of failed on the cookies, think there was something wrong with the oil. Otherwise the raspberry pie with vanilla sauce was yum, which had turned out to be my dinner. And coffee on the side.

can't get everything in life.. meh

Guess what? I went to the store today to finally buy that lovely bag of mine that I want and it wasn't there. Then I'll have to satisfy myself with the two bags I'm switching around with at the moment.

The brown is cute cause it's super small. I can barely fit anything in it. My mom got it as a gift from my dad when they were young. So it's not actually mine, but lucky me gets to use it. And I got the light blue from my parents not a while ago. Not as pretty, but still cute and really useful cause it's a bit bigger.

But anyways, don't mind me and my bags. I'm gonna relax now and watch 'Life of Ryan' on MTV! Love that show. He's so cute.. Think that's why I love it!

wishing well

The new Swedish Elle number is out and I'm going crazy for it. I went to a store the other day and flipped through it.. It makes me go crazy! There's an article on the beautiful Natalie Portman which I really don't want to miss, and a bunch of lovely clothes that I just want to sit all day and stare at while drinking coffee.. doesn't that sound fabulous?

cat snuggling

My cat happened to be so cute this morning! He ran inside, ate his food and then woke me up by laying his fat ass on my legs.

driving a green car?

Oh and this bag is pretty nice too. I've seen a lot of girls wear it but I can't seem to find it.. I've seen them in a black color too!

Driving a car?

I've been driving a car... no, sorry. I've been driving myself crazy actually. I mean, I don't even know how to drive a car. Nah, I want this bag (look below) and I've had the biggest opportunities to buy it but I still haven't. It's not that I don't want to because I really do, but somehow I always find something else I'd rather buy. And now that I really really really really want to buy this bag I can't find it anywhere. Typical me.

Playing jeans into shorts!

Surprise surprise, I'm already planning for summer. The people that know me know that that's my favourite time during the year. So the most important part that I'm planning is of course my wardrobe (and my body, but that we don't mention). Shorts! I need jean shorts!

So I was thinking of just buying a pair of normal jeans, you know a whole pair.. And then cut them into shorts. Easy as that!

The Olsen sisters really know how to dress! And the lame (embarrassing) thing is that I can't tell them apart! But what do you think? Tight or loose jean shorts?