forgive me,

It's been a long time, I know I know. And I'm really sorry. A lot has happened. I got a cold, I had lots to do and now my keyboards is fucking up. I'm sorry.

saturday night fever!

I had fun Saturday night. She had fun Sturday night. Benjamin (red dragon squashed between us) had fun Saturday night!

Before arriving at her house, we payed a visit at the grocery store. We bought chips (since I had already brought the dip-powder), yogurt for the dip, Ben&Jerry's icecream, chocalate. And yes, we were healthy and bought jummy mineral water with strawberry+lime taste!

We watched Hard Candy, that I've probably already mentioned before. It's with the young and oh so great actress Ellen Page that currently famous for her work in Juno! Iii! Love her! We had fun, did you?

Tomorrow I'm finally sleeping over at my best friend's place. It's been ages! Catching up, watching a bunch tv, eating unhealthy food.. can it get any better?

Even if it's only less 24 hours, I really can't wait! Gnii!

aiste at muse

This is my body
Covered in skin
And not all of it
You can see

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eva at muse

You said you'd marry me if I was 23
But I'm one that you can't see if I'm only 18
Tell me who made these rules
Obviously not you

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aomi at muse

What you waiting for
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Take a chance you stupid hoe

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heidi rock at muse

My mom and dad were in their teens
And anarchy was still a dream
And the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail

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berta molnar at muse

This is a good day
And you're an aquired taste
That I learned to brew
Now I got to have you

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anna at muse

I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feelin'
I'm happy again
I'm laughing at clouds

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lyrics .. pictures.. day..

You don't understand? There's a picture and lyrics right under it. It not easier than that! Go ahead and guess the lyrics ,

sleeping beauty

I really need to get some sleep.. Good Night!

magical picture..

Magical picture..

I just found out I have two test tomorrow in school. I knew we were having a Chemisty test but I'm shocked I have a Religion test too. I'm not that best at tests. Not only that, these are kind of the worst subjects. I'm failing in Chemistry and Religion isn't fun at all.

Well, good luck to me.. I guess. I'm considering skipping. I have no other choice but to do my best. I promise you, it won't go well!

yellow pumpkin pie

Couldn't you agree more with me about this jacket? It's so wonderful! It really just stands out, and so cute. I'm wondering though what those kinds buttons are called, I've gone completely blank. You see, I want to buy those kind and put them on a jacket. How lovely wouldn't that look? Just the buttons make the jacket look so much better.

I do have to admit that if I saw this jacket in the store, then I wouldn't probably buy it cause of the color. Too much for me...

another time, here I am!

Hi, another time! Here I am and I'm going to show people an amazing picture of a wonderful dress that I would love to wear to prom this year. Unfortunately Lily Allen own that dress. But that doesn't bother me, I'd rather her wear it than me. It obviously would look so much better on her. And not only that, I don't think I w.o.u.l.d. ever wear it cause I wouldn't be able to afford it!

I'm glad my mom liked it a lot when I showed this picture. Otherwise, she can be a bit picky when I chose what I want. That's why I'm so picky with fashion, I get it from her!

If you want any tips on everyday dresses, then I'm telling you: just check out pictures of Lily Allen! She know the deal; she know how to dress fashionably! At least, that's what I think..

Yea, and aspecially with those kinds of shoes! Ohyeaa, I haven't even shown you the shoes I'm wearing for my prom. Ohmama, they're really cute! So cute you'll want to die!

remember kindergarten?

I start late today in school. We have one of those parent-teacher-meetings all day until we have our electives at 2. Actually, it's student-teacher-meeting. I couldn't bother signing up cause I'd rather just talk to THE teacher after class and start late today! Me so smart!

I'm sitting in front of the computer in my Snoopy flanellpyjamas and listening to Kate Nash. She reminds me a lot of Lily Allen.

This is my face, covered in freckles with an occasional spot and some veins.

This is my body, covered in skin, and not all of it you can see
And, this, is my mind, it goes over and over the same old lines And, this, is my brain, it’s torturous analytical thoughts make me go insane

The color of the dress to the right is so great. I'd love to own that object. Her pail skin looks really nice in that shade of blue? turquoise? blue-purple?.. I'm just as pail as her, so hopefully I'd look as great as her.

Oh by the way, although I know what kind of dress I want I still need to find a pattern for it. I'll show you a picture of the dress another time.

I’m not in love
I just wanna be touched

I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss

Wops I think I’ve got too close
‘Cause now he’s telling me I’m girl that he likes most

my hands are shaking..

Mrm, oh so great for me.. I haven't found any pattern for a lovely prom dress. Keep on looking!

Yesterday was filled with lots of different feelings. I took a test, one of those college tests.. kinda of like Cambridge Exam and the SAT's, but this one is Swedish. It lasted for 8 hours and since it lasted for such a long time I was so bored when I came home. There was nothing on T.V., I couldn't calm down and just take it easy. I wanted to DO something!


So with nothing on T.V. and no interesting movies on my computer to watch, I found myself downloading a couple of the Chuck episodes and then eventually watching the newest The Hills episodes of season 3. I just love that show! Which one? Oh sorry, I mean.. I just love those showS! They're both so great!

Chuck-- cause it's so funny and amusing. The Hills -- cause of all the fashion and of course the drama! Could it get any better?

If I haven't said this before then here it comes now - -

Watch The Hills!

on the role for patterns!

AAH! I'm going crazy.

Since my mom promised she would sew my prom dress, I've been looking for free patterns on the internet. Instead of finding patterns for a dress, I found other lovely patterns for a skirt (that I've wanted for a while now) and a pair of shorts.


And I also stumbled on to the picture above. The flowery dress the kind of dress I want for prom. Not too flashy and not too simple. Although , mine would be white with a brown bow. That's how I've planned it. Now, where can I find the pattern for this dress?

art by.. a pie!

And this is why love H&M even more! These are only some of the lovely collection 'Art By' with really nice artistic t-shirts! They're not that expensive either...

These three are my favorite, I'd buy them.. if I had the money. Otherwise it'd only be 450 kr (SWE) for these three. Which is about.. oh god here comes my great math: 50 Euros? 75 Dollars? Yeah, something like that.

I'm taking a Art&Design class this year in school. I love the teacher, and of course I love art. A part of the course is the exhibition at the end of the year, where you're allowed to design or paint/draw something. Actually, you're allowed to do anything. I haven't spoken to the teacher but the other friends that take the same class seem to think that my idea is good.

I was thinking of designing a t-shirt. What do you think? Well, you haven't really seen my art before so you can't really judge or give me any feedback. But the idea is great right? I've always wanted to do something like this.. but never had the opportunity. I tried a couple of time, succeeded once or twice.. and the first time I failed.

Now this is for a grade, so we'll see how that works out. I'll keep you posted!

flower dress

The Swedish clothing line Hennes&Mauritz is famous everywhere, all over the world. Well, I'm not sure if it's all over the world but at least in Europe, what I'm sure of. Maybe also in America. Anyways, that's not my point. My point is, I love there amazing quality and design .. and prizes aren't even that expensive.

There you go. Simple as that. Rachel Bilson in a really cute dress that I could die for. And another picture of a dress that is out in stores in H&M, for a cheap amount of money. Could this get any better? I think not. So tomorrow is my lucky day, I'm going shopping! Ohyes, you guessed right! That dress is so mine!

The dress is only 298 kr!

make me a black cherry pie

I watched a movie ages ago. It was at the time when I was obsessed about watching movies with Mandy Moore in them. Well, Mandy never fascinated me. But there was this one song that I really like in the movie 'Because I said so'. I never found out what song it was, I just kept on re-watching the same scene over again. The song and the scene fit so perfectly together, I just loved it!

So I came home today, and directly put on the TV. It's become a habit now after Easter Break, which is bad. But especially today it was good that I turned it on. I found out who sings that song.

Well my heart knows me better than I know myself
so I'm gonna let it do all the talking.

But I said no, no, no,no-no-no
I said no, no, you're not the one for me

I came across a place in the middle of nowhere
with a big black horse and a cherry tree.

K.T. Tunstall - Black Horse & The Cherry Tree

K.T. Tunstall is a Scottish folk singer that is only a couple of centimeters shorter than me. 33 years old and 157 cm tall! Amazing, she looks like she's only 25! So pretty too!

By the way, did you fool anyone yesterday on April 1st? I tried, but failed. It's nothing interesting.

April Fools is back!

Tomorrow is April Fools Day and Converse has made funniest commercial poster ever! I'm dying to see if it actually helped them sell more. Well, they don't actually need any help since the shoe label is already very popular. I already have three pair. Not counting all the other converse I've bought in the past which I either threw away or gave to people who appreciated them more..

Now, you're probably wondering what's in the picture. It's basically a shoe in red jelly. Yum, right? I'd get mad. I might even laugh. I'd get mad at first cause they're obviously my favourite shoes. But just for that reason, I wouldn't buy a new pair! They're way too expensive here in Sweden! Do you like Converse shoes as much as I do?

Tomorrow is April Fools Day! Remember to fool somebody!

I heart Sun!

Here they are! The heart-sunglasses that everyones been waiting for. Really? Not me, at least. It just sounded like a pling when I wrote it! Anyway, they look great. They do, I'm not kidding you. But who I'm kidding right now is myself. I would never wear them, so why am I saying that they look amazing? Girls. Boys. Don't listen to me. Ms Bettan never wears sunglasses!

So Jennika (Beritgoesbike), you said you want them, here they are.. the red heartshaped sunglasses! For only (?) about 188kr at Topshop! AAH, go and buy them now!

Nude in Jeans!

Looking for jeans now. I need a new pair cause I've been wearing my favorite jeans that I've had now for 3 years. I bought them secondhand and now they're really ripped.. in other words, I need new pair of jeans. But thing is, I wouldn't be able to manage throwing my lovely 'old' Diesel jeans away. They're my babies!
So I tried a pair of Nudie Jeans the other week. I hate the whole new fashion with wide legs, I'm still in love with the slim leg! Although I really liked the jeans that I tried on, too bad I can't afford them! Maybe in another life time? Ohwell, I'll keep on looking!

colorful hours

For the people that follow my blog, sorry for not writing anything for a while. I experienced a little trauma and then I was busy during the easter holiday with dinners here and there. It really helped me keep my mind off the shock. And I really don't want to talk about it.
Today I was in a good mood again, thank god. Until my parents came home. That's when it was the end of happy days. The trauma memories came back to me and got me to clean my room completely. I threw away half of the things that I own in my room.



This is how colorful my day was until it got really dark during the afternoon. I shouldn't have gotten that letter, it really did distroy my day..

grey scale

I'm watching Grey's Anatomy. Couldn't stay away from the tv even if I've already seen the episodes. Twilight is just going to have to wate. And I really have a craving for ice cream. Or a cider. I'm thirsty. Chips with dip? Yum.

white flower pedals

If you'd give me a wedding now, then this is the dress I would wear! She looks like a white rose..

This is nice dress too. If only it was another color then I would wear it to prom. But sorry, not to my wedding.

Here I come Julius!

Here I come Julius! Paul Frank is always so cute but I still haven't gotten a tshirt from that brand. I do have a tanktop, but I don't really like it. The Julius head are really thick and heavy, so it doesn't look good one me. But hello, look at this picture. I want this look. I going to run to town tomorrow and buy a pair of Wrangler jeans, die my hair black (oh no I'm not going to cut my hair that short..) and.. then it'll take forever to get that tiischa!

twilight

Finally Easter break! Or wait, is it really finally? Now I have so much to be done; not only is there a big test to study for but also essays. Bunch of studying with a promise of cleaning my room!
I also want to read books! I just received three thick books from a good friend of mine from school. She's completely crazy about the Twilight books and I told her I'd love to read them. I didn't actually think she was serious about lending them to me, but then she came to school yesterday with the books.
So I'm looking forward to start reading them.. Has anyone read them yet? Let me know what you think, but don't tell me too much detail! Well I'm gonna get started now, put my earplugs on and let the book welcome me to a new world!

coming out of the closet!

I walked around town today and saw all the beautiful clothes. I came home, looked through my closet and only saw ugly things. Why did I have all these thing? How did they get here?
I need to start cleaning out my closet, take out all the old ugly things and put in new beautiful stuff! Ussh, what a mess!

day tripper..

N.E.E.T. is still like the best magazine ... ever. Just look at these pictures, completely natural but yet so professional. I wish I was a good photographer as any. Nah I wish I had a SLR camera!

Uh, my lips are itching.. where in the world is my lipbalm when I need it the most?