make me a pie

new beginning!

2008-12-26T04:16:00.001+01:00

NEW BLOG! - BIJATA! - ENJOY!

a hard day's night

2008-12-21T19:57:00.005+01:00

I'm wearing my new Beatles t-shirt I bought a few days ago (love the second-hand store Emmaus for that), I think I've nearly got my future sort of figured out (thanks to my sis who actually seems to KNOW me) and I'm spending time with my family (although my mom decided to be a bitch today). Having a good day? I AM! XD

Soon is Christmas and the thing I'm mostly looking forward to is GLÖGG! I haven't forgotten yesterday though, it's still in my thought but I'm trying hard to forget it. Trying to regain my power to force it away. All I've been really thinking about is how the situation's going to look like when he comes back on his graduation... It's while until then, I'll deal with it when the time comes!

Oh, by the way. I'm kind of thinking of getting a tongue piercing but I'm very very sceptic. I want a tattoo. No question about that. But I'm not sure if tongue piercing is my thing. I still want it at the same time. And I've thought of this for a while. Ah, confusing. Would I fit in it?

KABOOM

2008-12-20T19:57:00.003+01:00

I received the biggest bomb today. I went to say good bye to Lars. He's visiting his sister over Christmas and New Years Eve with his family, and then they're going to Austria to go skiing. As soon as they get back, he's moving to Ireland the next day.

I didn't say things would be easy. I knew I'd feel some kind of sorrow. But I didn't expect anything like this. He was just like himself - kind and also a bit weird. We were talking about just anything, about his move, his future and bunch of other things that had no meaning.

Since he was cleaning his room, it was weird just being there. It was so clean. Nothing on floor. Nothing in his cupboard. His closet was almost empty. And there was his desk. Empty. Excpet that little box and the bag under it. "That's for you. But don't open it now."

I was overwhelmed. He was the leaving and he was giving me a present. I could feel how this goodbye was not going to end well. He was sitting on the bed infront me and I was on the chair. I went ahead to give him the hug he deserves for the gift.

Warm. Strong. And long. Wow. Sounds like I'm describing something else. But no, that was the hug we gave eachother. That's when he decides to give me a kiss. On the lips. He mumbling, as usual. About the past. Saying sorry for the past.

I'm not even sure I'm making any sense at all. I just have a memory of that last hour spent with him. That kiss. He wanted me back. And it all came as bomb now that he's leaving. The gift wasn't any better. A cute little teddy... and a poem. A love poem that he had written.

I just want to get out of here. Get out the house. Because the worst part is that I love him. But I'm not in love with him. I'm just wondering how much it would have, not only hurt me but, hurt him if he actually had stayed. So call me crazy, but I'm happy he's gone. Although I'll miss him so...

behind blue eyes

2008-12-19T23:42:00.003+01:00

Today I managed to get through a torturous hour (or more) with the company of a guy I spent a whole night with last Friday. Should I say more? I wasn't in the mood of meeting him in the first place but I'm an expert on making things unawkward with people that are as goofy as me.. so I'm guessing we'll be fine friends in the future. He's a cool guy, nothing for me though. Although ... those beautiful blue eyes are kind of hard to resist.

It only got awkward when his old classmates bumped into him at a café. He noticed how I got shy and tried to include me in the conversation. I got away from the whole (whole!) thing when Gabby called me. We acted as if I had forgotten that we had planned that we were hanging out her place today. Such a fool, he believed in it.

I'm so tired. My eyes are itchy. I think that's why I can't stand every single person today. Even the Friday-night guy from this afternoon's christmas shopping. XD Good nighty!

wishing drunken thoughts!

2008-12-19T00:12:00.002+01:00

If I were way drunk right now and way TOO honest I would log onto my facebook and write: Bea should be concentrating on her future plans instead of thinking about her crush. But no no. I've only had one beer and that was because I was thirsty. Loke was adorably funny, my face is still aching from all the laughing and smiling! Tomorrow I have to get myself to school to get the textile I made for my sister's christmas present. And then hurry back to Gothenburg to meet a so called friend (notice that I wrote 'so called') that wants my company whiles christmas shopping.

hoping for pigless dreams

2008-12-17T20:19:00.005+01:00

I'm all of a sudden in the mood of writing in Swedish. Which, I can promise you, never happens. I just think everything sounds so much better in english, it just flows better. I even think that books and essays sound phony. Just reading the newspaper makes me laugh! But since I'm in that 'mood' today, I'm probably going to stumble on to some path where my english will go crazy. Good luck to me!

Hectic day! I became very popular, had a lot people that texted me for some reason and wanted to meet up. I didn't have the time see them all, but I tried my best. I was at IHGR again (surprise surprise, I'm there so often) but this time I was there cause Matt, Mahsa and Nils were there visiting. Matt lives in the US and Mahsa and Nils (the engaged couple) live in Australia! It's been about 1 or 2 years since I last saw them. There visiting here for a while, so I'm hoping to see them again!

Then I met a friend that also dated my ex boyfriend but before me. It's funny how we've got so much in common, we're very alike both personality wise and looks. And every time we meet, we always end up talking about boys and Thailand. It's natural. She'd recently been there, so she told me everything about it and it was nostalgic hearing it all. I just really feel like going there, it's like my second home. And I would definitely deserve being there. It' been 2 years since last time...

Last but not least. The crush. My friend, Maria, got to meet him for a second or so before she left and me and him left together. And it was great. I was so nervous before, I was shaking so much I could barely talk cause my mouth was shaking too. Aah, it was crazy. But I seemed to have calmed down as soon as we met and sat down at a café.

We sat there talking for about more than 2 hours, about everything and nothing. It never felt awkward or like one of us were talking way more the other. It felt natural in its own way. But. Yea, here it comes. The But. Could there be more? We took the bus home together cause that's what we do (haha) and I hoping for a more intimate time since we'd be sitting closer to eachother. But somehow when I'm around him I don't think 'intimate'. I don't think 'FLIRT!'. I don't think at all, I just end up being myself. Which is the main reason why I like him.

But that's where it's all so problematic. I will never be able to let him know what's going on in my mind. And I don't want to take that risk asking him what he thinks because that could ruin our friendship if his thoughts are negative. I rather be friends with him than nothing or even worse, have the most awkward friendship ever. Where does this lead?

Hey, I'm a girl. This is what we do. Overanalyse. Think too much!

I'm home alone and I don't think our TV works. I have basically nothing to do but to start thinking of christmas presents! It's a week left...

...love stories...

2008-12-16T22:15:00.006+01:00

I've been in a bad mood, hence the last post. But then I was reminded to visit one of my favourite blogs.. I don't go there everyday but when I do, it makes me happy. In one of her posts, she describes thats she recently got sick and thats she wants her beloved fans to write love or horse stories or even last weeks flirt to make her happy. I read through the 76 ADORABLE stories written to her! Read them yourself, I appoligies if you dont understand swedish.. But otherwise enjoy her pictures! Milk - Signe Siemsen

Since I'm in that lovey dovey mood after reading through those BEAutiful stories, I kinda felt like telling you my own crush of mine. The picture above is not him. That's me and my ex boyfriend a year ago. We are really good friends now and he's an adorable guy. But what kills me the most is that I found out a week ago that he's moving to Westport, Ireland on Saturday. Makes me really sad, cause I really will miss him.. He's stood so close to my heart.

I wont mention any names, but the people that know me will understand. I met a guy at a club a few months ago, he came up to me saying my name to me. I didn't know who he was, but it all made clear when he screamed out his name with the most exquiset smile. He grabbed me by my waist with his skinny but oh so strong arms. It felt like we stood there for at least 10 minutes hugging eachother!

Long story short, we're meeting eachother tomorrow. We've met more times before and I've had feelings for him on and off. It's hard to explain our relationship because all we are is friends, but sometimes I wish there was more. I wish there was more because he's perfect in his own wow way. I'll let you know more tomorrow.

For those who actually know me personally, know that I get easily crushes. My response to that is: "AJ AJ captain, I admit." But my crushes usually don't last longer than after the second date. I am so picky every time. There's always something that bugs me about the boy. But there's something about this guy...

To be continued?

"Too cool for school...",

2008-12-16T18:31:00.003+01:00

My sister invited to watch Loke on thursday. Something to look forward to, not that I've ever seen him before or I don't even know what to expect. But I know my sister and she never dissapoints me with music or humour! XD

School all day today, which was torture. From 8am to 4.30pm. I arrived to school at 7.20am and nearly fell alseep on the soffas in the hallway. But then I got the weirdest stomache ache. I would have returned home if it wasnt for that weaving lab I was about to have. I had already missed one lab because I had overslept. I even remember how I cried for hours in my bed because of that, I not only felt like I had dissapointed my lab partner (who's the worlds coolest gay 25 year old!) but it also felt like I dissapointed myself even more.

I couldn't get myself to skip this last school day of the year. I have already skipped so much this year, failed two exams, missed one exam and lied to my dad (you could basically say, my best friend) about half of the things. Yes, I admit: I don't really like going to school. Feels like I'm still in high school but with the most boring people ever. At least there were fun people at IHGR. Gabs, Jennika, Felix, Angie, Rebecka, Mari, Evelina. Even teachers.

Dad knows everything now. After I had a breakdown, cried for hours. But now it's up to me to figure out what to do instead. This isn't really the greatest time to go and get a job instead.

"What will be done, time will show and you will come to know," I will take Mr Mukherjee's advice.

I still think of you at 6 am

2008-12-15T18:52:00.004+01:00

I had been up until 6 last night, exchanging comments with a good friend of mine that now lives in Ireland. That's how our relationship is nowadays, we comment on eachothers photos - say stupid things and make everything into a big deal until we realized how silly we sound. We were so tired last night, or at least I was, so everything we wrote was hilarious! I even agreed on starting a blog.. Or I mean, continuing this blog.

But it was nice. She's adorable in her own way and she always tends bring out a side of me that I love. The goofy side that I only seem to show around people I feel comfortable around. She went in my class for 2 years and it's funny how I never got to know her until 3rd year of high school where we would just sit and talk talk talk during art class. More like gossip then talk.

Now she's in Ireland and has left me alone in this cold Gothenburg. Just kidding, hun. You haven't left me alone. But there are times like today or maybe more like yesterday where I have news that you would go 'Aah' when you hear them. Crazy.

I had a hard to deciding if I should write in English or Swedish, but English it is. I have Swedish around me the whole (f-ing) time and I long for more english in most of my dreams! Good luck to me with the new me blog. We'll have to see what I write in it. Cause apparently I'm not allowed to write about fashion.. Whereas fashion is basically one of my biggest hobbies. See how that goes! XD

my comeback

2008-05-07T13:46:00.002+02:00

Like I said, a lot has happened. And a lot is going to happen too! I'm longing for my graduation on the 30th of May. Bit more than three weeks left and then no more school. We'll see about that, actually. I'm hoping to get into a university but like I said, we'll see about that.

Then there's my moms 50th birthday and my dad is planning on giving her a trip to Thailand. It's not really a secret or anything like so she knows about it. And of course, they're letting me come with. I didn't get the chance to come with last year. Too bad. But they're trying to find tickets for a longer trip, we want to stay longer during our summerbreak. My, have I missed that place or what?

Not only that, but I'm really longing for my niece to come out of my brother's girlfriends big fat stomache. They've got everything fixed at home and so adourable. They know it's going to be a baby girl, so the girlfriend has already bought a bunch of cute girly pink baby stuff! So amazing. I can't believe I'm gonna be a Auntie Bettan!

forgive me,

2008-05-07T13:42:00.002+02:00

It's been a long time, I know I know. And I'm really sorry. A lot has happened. I got a cold, I had lots to do and now my keyboards is fucking up. I'm sorry.

saturday night fever!

2008-04-14T10:21:00.005+02:00

I had fun Saturday night. She had fun Sturday night. Benjamin (red dragon squashed between us) had fun Saturday night!

Before arriving at her house, we payed a visit at the grocery store. We bought chips (since I had already brought the dip-powder), yogurt for the dip, Ben&Jerry's icecream, chocalate. And yes, we were healthy and bought jummy mineral water with strawberry+lime taste!

We watched Hard Candy, that I've probably already mentioned before. It's with the young and oh so great actress Ellen Page that currently famous for her work in Juno! Iii! Love her! We had fun, did you?

2008-04-11T21:12:00.003+02:00

Tomorrow I'm finally sleeping over at my best friend's place. It's been ages! Catching up, watching a bunch tv, eating unhealthy food.. can it get any better?

Even if it's only less 24 hours, I really can't wait! Gnii!

aiste at muse

2008-04-10T21:05:00.004+02:00

This is my body
Covered in skin
And not all of it
You can see

picture from musenyc.com

eva at muse

2008-04-10T19:31:00.000+02:00

You said you'd marry me if I was 23
But I'm one that you can't see if I'm only 18
Tell me who made these rules
Obviously not you

picture from musenyc.com

aomi at muse

2008-04-10T16:26:00.000+02:00

What you waiting for
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Take a chance you stupid hoe

picture from musenyc.com

heidi rock at muse

2008-04-10T15:13:00.000+02:00

My mom and dad were in their teens
And anarchy was still a dream
And the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail

picture from musenyc.com

berta molnar at muse

2008-04-10T11:23:00.003+02:00

This is a good day
And you're an aquired taste
That I learned to brew
Now I got to have you

picture from musenyc.com

anna at muse

2008-04-10T10:59:00.004+02:00

I'm singing in the rain
Just singing in the rain
What a glorious feelin'
I'm happy again
I'm laughing at clouds

pictures from musenyc.com

lyrics .. pictures.. day..

2008-04-10T10:00:00.003+02:00

You don't understand? There's a picture and lyrics right under it. It not easier than that! Go ahead and guess the lyrics ,

sleeping beauty

2008-04-09T19:20:00.004+02:00

I really need to get some sleep.. Good Night!

magical picture..

2008-04-07T21:34:00.005+02:00

Magical picture..

I just found out I have two test tomorrow in school. I knew we were having a Chemisty test but I'm shocked I have a Religion test too. I'm not that best at tests. Not only that, these are kind of the worst subjects. I'm failing in Chemistry and Religion isn't fun at all.

Well, good luck to me.. I guess. I'm considering skipping. I have no other choice but to do my best. I promise you, it won't go well!

yellow pumpkin pie

2008-04-07T21:28:00.004+02:00

Couldn't you agree more with me about this jacket? It's so wonderful! It really just stands out, and so cute. I'm wondering though what those kinds buttons are called, I've gone completely blank. You see, I want to buy those kind and put them on a jacket. How lovely wouldn't that look? Just the buttons make the jacket look so much better.

I do have to admit that if I saw this jacket in the store, then I wouldn't probably buy it cause of the color. Too much for me...

another time, here I am!

2008-04-07T11:21:00.008+02:00

Hi, another time! Here I am and I'm going to show people an amazing picture of a wonderful dress that I would love to wear to prom this year. Unfortunately Lily Allen own that dress. But that doesn't bother me, I'd rather her wear it than me. It obviously would look so much better on her. And not only that, I don't think I w.o.u.l.d. ever wear it cause I wouldn't be able to afford it!

I'm glad my mom liked it a lot when I showed this picture. Otherwise, she can be a bit picky when I chose what I want. That's why I'm so picky with fashion, I get it from her!

If you want any tips on everyday dresses, then I'm telling you: just check out pictures of Lily Allen! She know the deal; she know how to dress fashionably! At least, that's what I think..

Yea, and aspecially with those kinds of shoes! Ohyeaa, I haven't even shown you the shoes I'm wearing for my prom. Ohmama, they're really cute! So cute you'll want to die!

remember kindergarten?

2008-04-07T10:55:00.016+02:00

I start late today in school. We have one of those parent-teacher-meetings all day until we have our electives at 2. Actually, it's student-teacher-meeting. I couldn't bother signing up cause I'd rather just talk to THE teacher after class and start late today! Me so smart!

I'm sitting in front of the computer in my Snoopy flanellpyjamas and listening to Kate Nash. She reminds me a lot of Lily Allen.

This is my face, covered in freckles with an occasional spot and some veins.

This is my body, covered in skin, and not all of it you can see
And, this, is my mind, it goes over and over the same old lines And, this, is my brain, it’s torturous analytical thoughts make me go insane

The color of the dress to the right is so great. I'd love to own that object. Her pail skin looks really nice in that shade of blue? turquoise? blue-purple?.. I'm just as pail as her, so hopefully I'd look as great as her.

Oh by the way, although I know what kind of dress I want I still need to find a pattern for it. I'll show you a picture of the dress another time.

I’m not in love
I just wanna be touched

I just want your kiss boy, kiss boy, kiss boy
I just want your kiss

Wops I think I’ve got too close
‘Cause now he’s telling me I’m girl that he likes most

my hands are shaking..

2008-04-06T14:33:00.023+02:00

Mrm, oh so great for me.. I haven't found any pattern for a lovely prom dress. Keep on looking!

Yesterday was filled with lots of different feelings. I took a test, one of those college tests.. kinda of like Cambridge Exam and the SAT's, but this one is Swedish. It lasted for 8 hours and since it lasted for such a long time I was so bored when I came home. There was nothing on T.V., I couldn't calm down and just take it easy. I wanted to DO something!

So with nothing on T.V. and no interesting movies on my computer to watch, I found myself downloading a couple of the Chuck episodes and then eventually watching the newest The Hills episodes of season 3. I just love that show! Which one? Oh sorry, I mean.. I just love those showS! They're both so great!

Chuck-- cause it's so funny and amusing. The Hills -- cause of all the fashion and of course the drama! Could it get any better?

If I haven't said this before then here it comes now - -

Watch The Hills!

on the role for patterns!

2008-04-03T17:29:00.007+02:00

AAH! I'm going crazy.

Since my mom promised she would sew my prom dress, I've been looking for free patterns on the internet. Instead of finding patterns for a dress, I found other lovely patterns for a skirt (that I've wanted for a while now) and a pair of shorts.

And I also stumbled on to the picture above. The flowery dress the kind of dress I want for prom. Not too flashy and not too simple. Although , mine would be white with a brown bow. That's how I've planned it. Now, where can I find the pattern for this dress?

art by.. a pie!

2008-04-03T16:08:00.006+02:00

And this is why love H&M even more! These are only some of the lovely collection 'Art By' with really nice artistic t-shirts! They're not that expensive either...

These three are my favorite, I'd buy them.. if I had the money. Otherwise it'd only be 450 kr (SWE) for these three. Which is about.. oh god here comes my great math: 50 Euros? 75 Dollars? Yeah, something like that.

I'm taking a Art&Design class this year in school. I love the teacher, and of course I love art. A part of the course is the exhibition at the end of the year, where you're allowed to design or paint/draw something. Actually, you're allowed to do anything. I haven't spoken to the teacher but the other friends that take the same class seem to think that my idea is good.

I was thinking of designing a t-shirt. What do you think? Well, you haven't really seen my art before so you can't really judge or give me any feedback. But the idea is great right? I've always wanted to do something like this.. but never had the opportunity. I tried a couple of time, succeeded once or twice.. and the first time I failed.

Now this is for a grade, so we'll see how that works out. I'll keep you posted!

flower dress

2008-04-02T17:50:00.007+02:00

The Swedish clothing line Hennes&Mauritz is famous everywhere, all over the world. Well, I'm not sure if it's all over the world but at least in Europe, what I'm sure of. Maybe also in America. Anyways, that's not my point. My point is, I love there amazing quality and design .. and prizes aren't even that expensive.

There you go. Simple as that. Rachel Bilson in a really cute dress that I could die for. And another picture of a dress that is out in stores in H&M, for a cheap amount of money. Could this get any better? I think not. So tomorrow is my lucky day, I'm going shopping! Ohyes, you guessed right! That dress is so mine!

The dress is only 298 kr!

make me a black cherry pie

2008-04-02T13:41:00.013+02:00

I watched a movie ages ago. It was at the time when I was obsessed about watching movies with Mandy Moore in them. Well, Mandy never fascinated me. But there was this one song that I really like in the movie 'Because I said so'. I never found out what song it was, I just kept on re-watching the same scene over again. The song and the scene fit so perfectly together, I just loved it!

So I came home today, and directly put on the TV. It's become a habit now after Easter Break, which is bad. But especially today it was good that I turned it on. I found out who sings that song.

Well my heart knows me better than I know myself
so I'm gonna let it do all the talking.

But I said no, no, no,no-no-no
I said no, no, you're not the one for me

I came across a place in the middle of nowhere
with a big black horse and a cherry tree.

K.T. Tunstall - Black Horse & The Cherry Tree

K.T. Tunstall is a Scottish folk singer that is only a couple of centimeters shorter than me. 33 years old and 157 cm tall! Amazing, she looks like she's only 25! So pretty too!

By the way, did you fool anyone yesterday on April 1st? I tried, but failed. It's nothing interesting.

April Fools is back!

2008-03-31T22:07:00.005+02:00

Tomorrow is April Fools Day and Converse has made funniest commercial poster ever! I'm dying to see if it actually helped them sell more. Well, they don't actually need any help since the shoe label is already very popular. I already have three pair. Not counting all the other converse I've bought in the past which I either threw away or gave to people who appreciated them more..

Now, you're probably wondering what's in the picture. It's basically a shoe in red jelly. Yum, right? I'd get mad. I might even laugh. I'd get mad at first cause they're obviously my favourite shoes. But just for that reason, I wouldn't buy a new pair! They're way too expensive here in Sweden! Do you like Converse shoes as much as I do?

Tomorrow is April Fools Day! Remember to fool somebody!

I heart Sun!

2008-03-29T12:12:00.002+01:00

Here they are! The heart-sunglasses that everyones been waiting for. Really? Not me, at least. It just sounded like a pling when I wrote it! Anyway, they look great. They do, I'm not kidding you. But who I'm kidding right now is myself. I would never wear them, so why am I saying that they look amazing? Girls. Boys. Don't listen to me. Ms Bettan never wears sunglasses!

So Jennika (Beritgoesbike), you said you want them, here they are.. the red heartshaped sunglasses! For only (?) about 188kr at Topshop! AAH, go and buy them now!

Nude in Jeans!

2008-03-27T22:09:00.005+01:00

Looking for jeans now. I need a new pair cause I've been wearing my favorite jeans that I've had now for 3 years. I bought them secondhand and now they're really ripped.. in other words, I need new pair of jeans. But thing is, I wouldn't be able to manage throwing my lovely 'old' Diesel jeans away. They're my babies!
So I tried a pair of Nudie Jeans the other week. I hate the whole new fashion with wide legs, I'm still in love with the slim leg! Although I really liked the jeans that I tried on, too bad I can't afford them! Maybe in another life time? Ohwell, I'll keep on looking!

colorful hours

2008-03-27T21:19:00.004+01:00

For the people that follow my blog, sorry for not writing anything for a while. I experienced a little trauma and then I was busy during the easter holiday with dinners here and there. It really helped me keep my mind off the shock. And I really don't want to talk about it.
Today I was in a good mood again, thank god. Until my parents came home. That's when it was the end of happy days. The trauma memories came back to me and got me to clean my room completely. I threw away half of the things that I own in my room.

This is how colorful my day was until it got really dark during the afternoon. I shouldn't have gotten that letter, it really did distroy my day..

grey scale

2008-03-19T21:22:00.004+01:00

I'm watching Grey's Anatomy. Couldn't stay away from the tv even if I've already seen the episodes. Twilight is just going to have to wate. And I really have a craving for ice cream. Or a cider. I'm thirsty. Chips with dip? Yum.

white flower pedals

2008-03-19T21:00:00.006+01:00

If you'd give me a wedding now, then this is the dress I would wear! She looks like a white rose..

This is nice dress too. If only it was another color then I would wear it to prom. But sorry, not to my wedding.

Here I come Julius!

2008-03-19T20:47:00.003+01:00

Here I come Julius! Paul Frank is always so cute but I still haven't gotten a tshirt from that brand. I do have a tanktop, but I don't really like it. The Julius head are really thick and heavy, so it doesn't look good one me. But hello, look at this picture. I want this look. I going to run to town tomorrow and buy a pair of Wrangler jeans, die my hair black (oh no I'm not going to cut my hair that short..) and.. then it'll take forever to get that tiischa!

twilight

2008-03-19T20:27:00.003+01:00

Finally Easter break! Or wait, is it really finally? Now I have so much to be done; not only is there a big test to study for but also essays. Bunch of studying with a promise of cleaning my room!
I also want to read books! I just received three thick books from a good friend of mine from school. She's completely crazy about the Twilight books and I told her I'd love to read them. I didn't actually think she was serious about lending them to me, but then she came to school yesterday with the books.
So I'm looking forward to start reading them.. Has anyone read them yet? Let me know what you think, but don't tell me too much detail! Well I'm gonna get started now, put my earplugs on and let the book welcome me to a new world!

coming out of the closet!

2008-03-18T19:15:00.003+01:00

I walked around town today and saw all the beautiful clothes. I came home, looked through my closet and only saw ugly things. Why did I have all these thing? How did they get here?
I need to start cleaning out my closet, take out all the old ugly things and put in new beautiful stuff! Ussh, what a mess!

day tripper..

2008-03-18T18:54:00.006+01:00

N.E.E.T. is still like the best magazine ... ever. Just look at these pictures, completely natural but yet so professional. I wish I was a good photographer as any. Nah I wish I had a SLR camera!

Uh, my lips are itching.. where in the world is my lipbalm when I need it the most?

make me a raspberry pie!

2008-03-17T22:19:00.003+01:00

Today was a good day! Didn't do much in school, but still felt like I had progressed a lot and worked a bunch. Spent a nice time with my friends looking through vintage prom dresses online for a while and just talking, felt nice.
Ran off to the scout group that I go to on Mondays, and we baked the whole time we were there. We kind of failed on the cookies, think there was something wrong with the oil. Otherwise the raspberry pie with vanilla sauce was yum, which had turned out to be my dinner. And coffee on the side.

can't get everything in life.. meh

2008-03-16T18:53:00.006+01:00

Guess what? I went to the store today to finally buy that lovely bag of mine that I want and it wasn't there. Then I'll have to satisfy myself with the two bags I'm switching around with at the moment.

The brown is cute cause it's super small. I can barely fit anything in it. My mom got it as a gift from my dad when they were young. So it's not actually mine, but lucky me gets to use it. And I got the light blue from my parents not a while ago. Not as pretty, but still cute and really useful cause it's a bit bigger.

But anyways, don't mind me and my bags. I'm gonna relax now and watch 'Life of Ryan' on MTV! Love that show. He's so cute.. Think that's why I love it!

wishing well

2008-03-16T18:48:00.003+01:00

The new Swedish Elle number is out and I'm going crazy for it. I went to a store the other day and flipped through it.. It makes me go crazy! There's an article on the beautiful Natalie Portman which I really don't want to miss, and a bunch of lovely clothes that I just want to sit all day and stare at while drinking coffee.. doesn't that sound fabulous?

cat snuggling

2008-03-16T10:54:00.004+01:00

My cat happened to be so cute this morning! He ran inside, ate his food and then woke me up by laying his fat ass on my legs.

driving a green car?

2008-03-15T22:26:00.003+01:00

Oh and this bag is pretty nice too. I've seen a lot of girls wear it but I can't seem to find it.. I've seen them in a black color too!

Driving a car?

2008-03-15T22:12:00.003+01:00

I've been driving a car... no, sorry. I've been driving myself crazy actually. I mean, I don't even know how to drive a car. Nah, I want this bag (look below) and I've had the biggest opportunities to buy it but I still haven't. It's not that I don't want to because I really do, but somehow I always find something else I'd rather buy. And now that I really really really really want to buy this bag I can't find it anywhere. Typical me.

Playing jeans into shorts!

2008-03-15T20:02:00.007+01:00

Surprise surprise, I'm already planning for summer. The people that know me know that that's my favourite time during the year. So the most important part that I'm planning is of course my wardrobe (and my body, but that we don't mention). Shorts! I need jean shorts!

So I was thinking of just buying a pair of normal jeans, you know a whole pair.. And then cut them into shorts. Easy as that!

The Olsen sisters really know how to dress! And the lame (embarrassing) thing is that I can't tell them apart! But what do you think? Tight or loose jean shorts?

Lucky me right?

2008-03-15T19:54:00.002+01:00

Found this cute tee on google one random day ages ago. I still have it in on my computer cause I just adore it. The number 9 has been my lucky number since I was 9 so I guess that's why I'm hooked by this tshirt. I was trying to get a hold of the product but can't find it anywhere, so I'm planning to make it myself. Just buy a simple tshirt, and other equipment for drawing these numbers and voíla! If I finally do make it, I'll let you know.. and put it up here!

Mooke Kinnay

2008-03-15T12:12:00.007+01:00

So cute! Let me introduce you Mooke Kinnay, New York’s West Village friends and former roommates, Rachel Antonoff and Alison Lewis, bring us their latest collection of empire-waisted, whimsical wardrobes reminiscent of their childhoods..

before and after for MB

2008-03-15T12:02:00.004+01:00

I know they're old news but they're really bothering me. Mischa Barton's blond hair is ugly! She looked so much more natural with the dirty blond/ brunette hair! Uh, I wish she could just die it back again!

What do you think?

DKNY becomes RBNY?

2008-03-14T18:50:00.003+01:00

Rachel Bilson is designing for DKNY. That's what I've read, I'm not sure if we should believe in gossip. But we'll find out sooner or later.
I don't know much about DKNY's clothes collection but I've been and still am completely in love with her perfumes. Right now I'm using the Apple one (deodorant though), it's so good. Like I said, know nothing about the clothes.. but let's hope they're just as great as the perfumes. Anyways, Rachel's desgning for DKNY.. I promise, this is a good thing. Rachel knows what she's doing. She has the most extrodinary fashion sense. I love just looking at candid photos of her, I get so much inspiration!

pink baby!

2008-03-14T08:28:00.006+01:00

Haven't spent so much time on my blog lately. Don't know what happened, but I just haven't had the power to write anything. And additionally, I've just had problems stuck on my mind and then I really didn't feel like going on the computer!
Well, much hasn't happened. I bought a super cute tank top from Topshop but unfortunately it's in the washer at the moment. I'll show another time! And I went to another mini concert at a radio, just like the one with Hästppojken. So this time me and friends were gonna watch Pacific! and Almedal. I ended up only watching Pacific!, then running for my bus that I missed anyways. I felt so bad that I started to feel homesick! But I had super fun.. Pacific! was good!

I've also just recently bought a hair straightener! Wii.. aah! It's so pretty and surprisingly really good! BaByliss, what do you expect?And me so happy because 10kr (swedish money) of the price go to cancer research! I'm happy I could help!

Caz Dressing

2008-03-09T13:48:00.007+01:00

I've been having a shopping fever lately. Lately? Sorry, I mean my whole life! So I've looked through photos of different celebs that, I think, have great fashion styles (for inspiration). Mischa Barton, Kirsten Dunst, The Olsens, Rachel Bilson, Natalie Portman, Hilarie Burton, Jessica Alba.. Honeslty, the list can go on forever!

They all know how to dress fashionably but casually And what bugs me the most is that they have money, which I don't. I should really start looking for cheap second hand stores!

I adore Kirsten's sweater that she's wearing. It reminds me a lot of little childrens clothes with buttons on the side, so cute, cosy and casual. I want it! Do you?

Pronounce this, will you.. "Leave ice!"

2008-03-09T11:55:00.005+01:00

I just love this picture. And I love Levi's, they're my favourite jeans brand. Besides Diesel.

I'm even wearing a pair now! Do you like Levi's as much as I do?

weather mooding..

2008-03-09T00:18:00.007+01:00

Ever since Friday it's been really depressing weather. Grey, rainy, cloudy. And the day before that it was sunny, shiny, cloudfree. I want that weather back. Just because of you, weatherman, I've been having this sickfeeling in my stomache.. Something's not right. I feel sad. Give me my sun back!

I went over to my friend's house expecting to just spending time with only him. Only me and him time. But it ended up with a couple of more friends, which I thought was a bunch of fun. Haven't spent time with them for a long time and have nearly forgotten how much I've missed it! So now I'm at home kind of waiting for my parents to come home (when I'm depressed (the weathers fault) then I hate being alone at home) and have nothing else but my new long underwear from Frank Dandy..

she stole my jacket!

2008-03-06T22:36:00.003+01:00

I've found the jacket I want. But the problem is, where can I get it? Kirsten, please tell me!

it might get expensive if they end up in your stomache!

2008-03-05T20:12:00.008+01:00

They look so real! If I could carry these necklaces around my neck then by the end of the day they would be at the bottom of my stomache.. I wouldn't know how to resist eating them! YUM!

I think a wendybird is... a dancing girl

2008-03-05T19:27:00.004+01:00

Oh my, oh my! I think this is really my idol when it comes to fashion! Although she's just like Mischa Barton, so blond and stupid and has been in rehab already! But even if this incident, Kirsten still manages to put together a nice outfit every morning!

Her new haircut is pretty. So pretty that I recently got one something like it! Smiling..

nuff nuff? oh, sorry i misspronounced it.. it's nüMph!

2008-03-05T17:05:00.014+01:00

I have no idea what it is (actually yes I do, it's a clothing line), where it's from (oops, it's from Denmark) or anything else. But I discovered in a store called Rut m.fl. which I think is Swedish. So they sell Nümph clothes.

I tried on a dress the other day, it was so cute. Well, it still is cute. But unfortunately, I thought it was expensive and I'm a student with no money so bye bye to you, dress!

The dress above is the dress I tried on.. but pink. The fabric is cute.. doggies!

nee(a)t in the bonbi forest!

2008-03-05T16:41:00.010+01:00

I've been looking through the N.E.E.T. Magazines a lot lately and I'm going crazy. There's so many things I want from there. Clothes, jewellery, accessories, shoes! All of it!

So there's a bunch of commercials in the magazines. I went directly to the websites and checked out what each shop offers. Amazing stuff! I promise!

The Bonbi Forest has chick jewellery for young teenagers with a sense for something new (although there isn't a great variety of clothes). I'd love to wear this 'cause it's different and weird.. but that's what makes them so wonderful! There's much more so go to the website! I'm only going to post my favorite below. Which one's your favorite?

oranges in a city..

2008-03-05T16:02:00.006+01:00

One of the greatest style icons for me is Mischa Barton. Ever since the show The O.C her clothing style has been amazing, and it's the same with Rachel Bilson. But somehow this girl ended up in jail just like Paris Hilton and other 'blond' girls.. which I really can't understand cause she was an A-student during her years in school! And now she's died her hair. Meh. It doesn't look nice. She looks like an orange.

So I strolling around through old pictures of Mischa. I really miss her old hair. And I found this pretty extraordinary dress. It's not t-h-a-t great. Cause the material is the worst I've ever seen, the color isn't the greatest either.. but the model looks beautiful. I love the bow!

And she's got the nice hair too!

summer nights..

2008-03-04T20:10:00.007+01:00

I been sitting here in more than hour trying to figure what to write. I know what to write but I just can't get started. I'm talking to my best friend on MSN at the same time so it's get kind of hard to concentrate! I haven't met her in ages and so I have to tell her all the gossip!

Nah nah, I'm not really a gossip girl.

Anyways, I bought these two really cute dresses this Sunday. I didn't know what other way to show them than to wear them myself. Don't mind me, I'm shy!

childhood dreams..

2008-03-02T20:39:00.004+01:00

I've always tried to prove to my parents that I want to become a interior designer as a career. But that hasn't gone that well the latest 7 years. Every time I clean my room, it only takes one or two days until it's upside down again. All my books are on the floor, my whole wardrobe ends up on my chair, the table looks just like the floor; filled with papers and books. Oh and there's dishes everywhere. How does this happen? I just don't understand how I get it to turn out this way!

So to try to make more clean, here's my inspiration. So clean, so simple, so white. So beautiful! And so cute!

keep it unique. keep it indie, keep it n.e.e.t.!

2008-03-01T22:27:00.006+01:00

I had had my day planned out my day perfectly. I was going to running (I have to get fit again), take a shower, clean my room, do my delayed homework and a bunch of other exhausting things. But I didn't do any of these things!

Instead I sat in front of the computer nearly all day looking for things to post on my blog. And surprisingly I found TOO many things! I always check out my favorite blogger, fashion is spinach by Betsy. She's been a blogger for two years and still so wonderful. I just recently discovered her!

Through her I found a magazine that has everything that I love and what I'm looking for. THE look I'm searching for! Now I just have to go out and get it! Me want. To make you understand the gibberish I'm writing here, I'll post all (which is a lot) the picture I have from this wonderful magazine as soon as possible..

'love'ly beach

2008-02-29T19:48:00.004+01:00

'Wow' all I can say! This is so fantastic, so artistic, so beautiful! Why can't I be as good at drawing? This a drawing done by the character Peyton in One Tree Hill, she was crying over her ex-boyfriend that had proposed to another girl! Poor girl, we all understand you.

giraffe!

2008-02-26T22:05:00.005+01:00

I could die for this t-shirt! The giraffe is the cutest and color couldn't have bee chosen better! What do you think? Check out more t-shirts at Delia*s! Which one do you like better?

Berit Goes Bike!

2008-02-25T23:18:00.007+01:00

Ooh, I'm so proud of you! My friend Jennika has finally a blog which is one of the most amazing things that could ever happen! Although the blog is in Swedish and think she'll only be writing gibberish anyways, it's always worth taking a peak at the pictures!

I can say that I admire her! I mean somehow she always arrives to school with the cutest curly hair and the most amazing clothes. From time to time, you might see her wear the same things over again but the clothes that she chooses are really fashionable and has style. She has style! She has her own sense of brand, I would definitely buy her clothes if she ever does a clothing line.. which you better do someday! I'm waiting for that clothing line, thank you!

And not only that, but, looking through her pictures at "bilddagboken", I think she has a life every teenage girl could die for. Jennika's always on the role, she's always got something happening every single freaking day! Well, anyways she has a camera that I'm already dieing for, she has great friends, and she MEETS famous people. Could life be any more fabulous?

my fashion + summer = true love!

2008-02-24T22:58:00.007+01:00

I think the only reason I miss summer is because the clothes that I wear during summer are more the kind of clothes that I like to wear. I mean they're more my style. I can't really make a good combination during, I can never make myself feel pretty or comfortably cute! Unless I'm wearing
my 'mjukis' pants as they're called in Swedish. You know, they're the pants you wear when you can't bother wearing anything fashionable on a Sunday evening and you just want to lay in front of the TV in these comfy pants. Comfy pants! That's what they're called... I think.
Anyways, I can't wait until I can finally spend money on shopping. All my time during my sports break I was dreaming away about buying a sewing machine to make clothes for myself. The only reason I wanted to make clothes was because 1. clothes are expensive these days 2. I never find the exact thing I want 3. I'd love making my own clothes 4. I had great ideas 5. I'm poor 6. but where do I get money to buy textile..?
What's your suggestion?

I'll post some fave fashion summer pics of mine later! Wink Wink!

I miss summer!

2008-02-24T22:18:00.011+01:00

I miss summer!

I miss those days where wearing just a dress, those extraordinary colorful clothes. No jackets, no scarfs, no knitted hats. I miss the summer where I could walk around with a bikini under my everyday clothes! Walk around in flip flops, no need to worry if you'll freeze your feet.. which I have to do now. My parents aren't really pleased me since I walk around in my black low converse when it's dead raining outside. If it was only summer outside I wouldn't have that conversation with my parents! Another reason for me to move to Thailand in my future!
I miss summer! Don't you?

taaaaaango, here I come!

2008-02-24T14:25:00.002+01:00

Now I'm off to my tango class! My friend had been nagging and talking about Argentinean tango since the beginning of this school year. I was really surprised when she had finally found a class, but then when she started convincing me to go with her (which only took her 5 min, I love dancing!) I became really excited! Like I said, I love dancing but I'm so embarrassed to dance in front of others.. I never know if I look like an idiotic fool or actually just fine.
Anyways, here's my chance to do something with my confidence! Good luck to me!

valentines contest!

2008-02-24T14:08:00.002+01:00

For you non-swedish people that don't understand what it says above, there's a competition at Kelly's blogsite! I adore that necklace and I really want it. So if you want too and have a blogg, all you have to do then is to make a post about this beautiful object and comment to Kelly on her blog! Easy right? You might win!
I used to be really interested in jewellary, I used wear it everyday but nowadays I'm really picky. I only wear earing that are the most simplest thing you've every seen. But this necklace has made me go a bit over the top, I'm crazy! I'd love to wear it to prom.
Oh yea, remind me to look for my watch. There's this watch that I wore when I was younger and it's really cute and simple (good for me) but I love it. I have no clue where it is, so I kind have to throw my room upside down to find it! Good luck for me right? ^^

friday night movie..

2008-02-23T12:42:00.004+01:00

Not much more happened Friday except that I watched 'A lot like love' for the second time. And I actually think is movie is good, it's not too cheasy, too long and it doesn't have an annoying ending. Sure, this movie did have an annoying cheasy ending but what I'm trying to say is that in this movie it wasn't as killing.
That's not the point of this post. My point is that throughout the movie there was a beautiful camera! And I've wanted to have one of those kinds of cameras since (OMG) a year ago! But the annoying part of all is that my dad apparently doesn't think that I should buy one with my pocket money I get from the government. Well, what money should I buy it with?
"Get a job!" is what he says! Meh! >.<
The clothes are from Rut m.fl., another reason for me to get a job!

mixing emotions!

2008-02-22T23:58:00.003+01:00

Even though I left home really late as you can see on my latest post, my day has been really long and I've been really dizzy all way through it! I went to my only lesson of the day where I didn't manage to learn anything about Chemistry at all. I was really tired and couldn't manage to get out of my seat afterwards so I stayed with my classmates during their Biology class. Too bad I don't have to go there since I got away with taking the class cause I was really interested.
After spending some hour with my friends in town, I went strolling around myself later looking for something to buy. I've been looking for a spring/autumn jacket for such a long time and I really do think I've found t-h-e jacket for me! Unfortunately, I don't have a picture to show you for you to give me some feedback but do look at their collection. Rut m.fl., which is what the store is called, means something like Squares and more. Interesting name?
Finding this amazing jacket I noticed that I was standing next to about 10 Thai teenagers in the middle of Gothenburg! I recognized the language right away but as soon as I heard more and more words that I understood, I stood there as cute little shy girl and couldn't managed to talk to them. I wanted to say something. Meh.
I've visited Thailand once every year since I was 13. Except last year, my parents went without me and invited my sister and her boyfriend instead. That sounds evil, but the truth is that I turned their offer down. I was naive, in love, and I guess you can call me stupid 7 months ago! I basically gave up my second home country that I only get to visit once a year for my boyfriend that was my first love.
Want to know more? Sorry. It feels like I've got stones on my eyelids, it's completely impossible to keep them open!

keyboard playing games

2008-02-22T11:51:00.003+01:00

I should actually be going to the busstop at the moment, but I decided to stay here and write something. But my keyboard is now playing with me, I need to change the batteries. Ouch!
I mean only this is small thing took me ages to write!

Oh so yea, I wanted to ask a question. I've had a picture of this girl for ages, but I really can't remember where, how and when I got it. It's the picture of the girl in the 'gone with the wind' headline, 2 posts down. Blonde girl with curly hair. Anyone know who she is? Anyone?

Hästpojken!

2008-02-20T22:00:00.004+01:00

By the way, I was at this concert slash radio performance this monday (is that how you say it?). The 18th of Feb is when I was there. There was like a microphone there and all, and I was a part of the audience but all I got to say or do was clap and whistle. The band was good. I can't really recommend it to anyone since they sing in Swedish, but if any Swedes are reading this then please let me know what you think if you do happen to listen to them someday! And since I'm pretty short I got the honor to stand in front!
The place was cosy as hell too, really homie and emo. Reminded me a lot of the basement floor from That 70's show! Everything was so... from the 70's! Loving it!

gone with the wind..

2008-02-20T17:45:00.003+01:00

Sorry for those few people that actually read my blogg, but I've been gone for a couple days. Gone gone gone in my own thoughts. You know, love problems. And not only that, since I'm not getting what I want I'm also unsatisfied with my newly cut hair! Arg, I cut it short and it won't get curly! It makes me made since my hair is naturally curly!
I want it like the girl above! Only not blonde, I'm a brunette!

princess pie!

2008-02-17T00:03:00.009+01:00

Honestly, there's actually such thing as Princess Cake.. in Swedish. And they're disgusting. But don't trust my word, because somehow every other time they do taste less puke-like. And then I never sure if I really should give it a score of 1 out of 10 or just leave it at the puke-like flavour mark.
Princesses. Me and mommy went to dress stores today in Gothenburg, which is where I live in Sweden and didn't find anything. She did find a pretty dress and I couldn't resist agreeing. I tried it on, loved it but that doesn't mean I'm going to buy it. Sorry. When in the world am I going to wear that dress again?
So I went home, showed my mom a picture of Princess Beatrice of York wearing a dress that looked a virgin copy of the dress Hilarie Burton was wearing in One Tree Hill. You remember the green dress that I showed you right? Just scroll down, it's there somewhere. My mom's like, "Oh but it's so simple." That's only because I've already been to three other differents proms (not exaggerating, actually been to three proms.. one every year!) and they're not as special as people think they are! So my legendary plan is to have a pretty but practical dress, one that I can wear again in the future!
So yes, trying to find a picture of this princess Beatrice dress I stumbled on Miss Alexa Chung. Stunning, I'm telling you! She's so my style. Completely... not emo, but what's the word? Casual? Grunge? Anyways, she really looks good in it! Me want!

happy V-day

2008-02-14T23:00:00.001+01:00

Oh and by the way, Happy Valentine's Day. Since I'm single, I completely forgot about this so called 'special' day. But yes, my valentine today is my father! Love you daddy!

Ps. Can I be her? She's so lovely! Have you seen her in the L word? Fine, you're not a fan of lesbians. But it's worth watching if you want a sneek peek of this lovely Mia Kirschner!

art & factory? Anna & Fanny? No.. Abercrombie & Fitch

2008-02-14T21:45:00.004+01:00

I heard from my friend that Abercrombie & Fitch is coming to Sweden. Ah, that's where I live! Abercrombie & Fitch has been an American clothing line for many years, I can't tell you when they started but I do know that when this friend of mine started wearing their clothes I started becoming intrested. Since she's from the US, she buys her clothes when she's there on vaccation. Lucky her, cause their clothes aren't that bad looking. Check it out yourself. And while you're on it, look at Hollister and American Eagle. Lovely American Clothes. Yum, now I'm craving some american big muffins!

pink pain!

2008-02-13T22:58:00.004+01:00

It's during this time of the month that my stomache hurts like peep! Try to stop thinking about it. So I, like many other bloggers, think about other things. Things that interest us, things that interests you, and especially things that I want. See, my stomache is already feeling much better!
Therefore, I'm going get my ass to my comfortable bed and start thinking about clothes, bags, cameras, duvet covers and many other things so that I can have more things to write tomorrow. Ouch! Pain!

guess who?

2008-02-09T14:00:00.002+01:00

The 27 dresses movie that I downloaded last, no I'm not doing illegaly, was bad quality. Too bad cause I was really looking forward to it. Instead I watched a movie that was showing on tv: 'Guess who'. Ever heard of it? It's one of those bad american romantic comedies, just like 27 dresses i reckon.

Do you recognize him? Cause I sure don't! Ashton Kutcher, the young man that's fmaous for his own show on MTV.. Punk'd. You've probably seen it once or twice. That's how many times I've seen it at least. He's also the young dude that has made Demi Moore in love, cause they've been a couple for god knows how long!

Now thats's more like it. He's maybe no the most beautiful man like Heath Ledger, but he has his times and his moments. And he does have a nice smile! Anyways, he was in that movie: Guess Who. If you want to watch it, sure go ahead.. But don't say I didn't warn you!

27 dresses!

2008-02-08T20:31:00.000+01:00

I have no clue when the premiere was for 27 dresses. I live in Sweden and we don't really have big premieres for the good movies! Hopefully you can hear my sarcasm! Ohno, this movie doesn't even show at the cinema yet. Which really sucks and that's why I'm actually downloading the movie. Is that illegal? No . . .

So, I haven't seen the movie. I've seen the trailer five million times and the guy is so cute. Watch it yourself! James Marsden is who I'm talking about. He hasn't been in many famous, well-known movies but I do know that he was in a movie called Gossip. And I do really recommend that movie, it's clever, exciting, and has a twist in the end! See it!

Katherine Heigl (the main character in 27 dresses?) is a big star in Grey's Anatomy, which I follow like a heartbeat. Just like all the other tv shows.. Bad Ms. Bettan! I'll let you know if the movie was any good, which it probably will be since I love these kinds of movies. I mean, James is cute, Katherine is hot and who doesn't want 27 dresses in their wardrobe?

HB

2008-02-08T09:54:00.000+01:00

Too bad hilarie-burton.com website's gallery is shut down for the moment, otherwise I would have given you a better view of it. It has such great pictures of her.. I really miss that site! Snyft.. anyways, please donate so that I can be more happy and.. to help others too ^^

d for dress

2008-02-08T09:48:00.000+01:00

I had finally fallen in love with a dress, a dress I could imagine me wearing to my prom. I shoed my mom and that's where it all turned upside down. Arg, she thought it looked too sluty. You tell me? I'm seventeen and I just want to wear something not too slutty but still sexy and not too cute but in the middle. Understand? Thank god you do, but my mom, who's making the dress, doesn't! See for yourself and please tell me what you think!

I'm talking about the green one !

make me a birthday pie!

2008-02-03T12:35:00.001+01:00

It was my friends' birthday yesterday, so I'm spending my sunday morning on making her a present. I don't know how I got the idea, but I'm working, working and working. I'll show later ,^^. And other than that I'm going to bake a muffin/cupcake and put a candle on it. Like the picture above! Yum

mmmmm..

2008-02-01T23:53:00.000+01:00

The prettiest picture I've seen of Marilyn Monroe! Too bad that's not the picture I have in my room. I'm sitting here infront of the computer in my pj's and I can bearly keep my eyes open, it feels like there's stones on them. So, all I can give you tonight is this extrodinary picture of Mmmmmmm!

2008-01-30T14:59:00.000+01:00

or just a falls alarm?

leyton marriage?

2008-01-30T11:48:00.000+01:00

Oh my, Oh my! Peyton and Lucas are getting married!! Peyton and Lucas are getting married?? Which one is correct? If anyone knows, please tell me!

disorder

2008-01-29T20:56:00.000+01:00

Oops, I did it again. I'm still obsessed about hair. I think it's cause I want a new haircut! I like hair, I do. But I want it shorter, I think. I want it curlier too. I want it pretty! Anyways, I've watched the episodes of One Tree Hill, and now I can die for Bethany Joy Lenz hair! It's so lovely! I actually think I'm going to book the hair salon as soon as possible, as soon as I wake up tomorrow even if I just recently had a haircut!

obsessing..

2008-01-29T13:04:00.000+01:00

Should be writing my home test assignment, god damn it Ms Bettan! Get back to your desk and finish your homework! Still obsessing about One Tree Hill, Hilarie Burton and her lovely curly hair. I've seen the first two episode of season five, and was she lovely there or what? ohyes is all I can say. What did you say? Oh sure, I'll put pics. First I gotta do this school thing.

sunday? monday? no still burton!

2008-01-28T00:28:00.000+01:00

Even though it's Monday morning and I'm up late doing my homework and project work, I still consider it as Sunday night. So I'm sorry, it's still Burton Sunday! I'm still so in love with her hair! Now, don't misunderstand me. I'm not completely obsessed with each individuals hair, I'm just amused by this girl's hair! Enjoy the pics!

to be continued on Burton..

2008-01-27T15:05:00.000+01:00

My dad and I went drove to look at a house this morning. The owners were selling it but the house isn't the important part of this story. We were trying to find the right street, cause the house really was in the middle of nowhere basically. And so we stopped to ask a young girl, she might have been in my age. But my oh my, I loved her hair! It was perfectly curly and so pretty.
And I definitely want Hilarie's hair, so natural and beautiful. The funny thing about this whole curly hair situation is that I already have naturally curly, I just want it more curly! ^^

Sunday Burton..

2008-01-27T11:29:00.002+01:00

I was planning of dedicating a whole month to one celebrity. Everything related to that person, only pictures of that celeb and all that, but now thinking about it a whole month is just too much. How about a week? Sorry, I can't that long. I want to do it now! I'll make it into a tradition. Every Sunday is a 'Celeb Day'. And today it's the famous star from One Tree Hill.
Don't know if anyone watches One Tree Hill. I do. Not as a ritual, I'm not completely excited about it. OK, fine. Now I'm lying, but only a little bit. I never said I love it, cause that's not true. But it is true that I can't wait until I get to watch the new episode of season 5! I even too scared to look at the episode stills, but at least here are the solo promos for that season! Still so beautiful!

blueberry pie

2008-01-26T11:27:00.000+01:00

On the new TV show Gossip Girl, which I watch as if it was the world to me. It's not actually THAT good, a lot like The O.C. Although The O.C. wasn't that good either, we all just convinced ourselves it was! Anyways, the clothes on Gossip Girl are really nice. They're really unique and pretty! Blair Waldorf played by Leighton Meester looks like a little blueberry pie... Yum make me a blueberry pie!

Mirror mirror on the wall!

2008-01-26T10:23:00.002+01:00

A new day has started, it's raining outside but we still have happy faces when we wake up. Look in the mirror and tell yourself you look good!
'We know you look good but dude please go and make those waffles!'

I'll probably put up more picture of Kristen Bell, cause I mean: have you seen her in Heroes?! My oh my!

cinderella to be?

2008-01-26T01:03:00.001+01:00

Still on the search for perfect prom dress! This is one is extrodinary. But then again, Rachel makes the dress look amazing. She looks like a mermaid in the water, a beautiful mermaid. Hrm, if only I could look more like her..

cinderella?

2008-01-25T21:09:00.000+01:00

Prom is getting closer. Only a couple months left and I don't know what kind of dress I want. No, I don't want to get married, don't want all the attention to me. I just want to be beautiful but simple.

Although, I do admire Alexis Bledel.. Her dress is, yes, black. I really don't know what it is but this picture is so inspiring, I myself might even want to have a black dress to prom. Or would I?

lead pencil? pencil sharpener? no, pencil skirt!

2008-01-25T20:04:00.000+01:00

I was watching Fashion TV the other week with my mom late at night. And noticed how it was so sexy and attractive to wear pencil skirts. Thank god I accepted my sisters skirt a couple of years ago. Haven't worn it, and since the time I saw those models walking down that catwalk I've wanted to but haven't had the guts!
One question, what kind belt should go with it?

edible fashion!

2008-01-25T13:18:00.000+01:00

A special something for someone who has everything. All chocolate and completely edible. 8 inches long, 5 1/2 inches tall with a 3 1/2 inch heel, and full of superb chocolates! Even the leopard print accent is a truffle. Who said chocolate and fashion don't go together?

A legendary leather Moschino Vintage bag from 1991. Vanilla based with chocolate dripping pattern pouring atop, perfected with goldtone heart charms. The bag is in the permanent collection of the Victoria & Albert Museum's Costume Collection, in London. It includes a detachable shoulder strap!

The entrance into fashion!

2008-01-24T23:39:00.000+01:00

Gloom boutique in Austria, anything that interest? It's their first urban, fashion & street wear in Wein - Austria! Check out the website, I thought the entrance was mostly tempting!

make me a pie

new beginning!

a hard day's night

*KABOOM*

behind blue eyes

wishing drunken thoughts!

hoping for pigless dreams

...love stories...

"Too cool for school...",

I still think of you at 6 am

my comeback

forgive me,

saturday night fever!

aiste at muse

eva at muse

aomi at muse

heidi rock at muse

berta molnar at muse

anna at muse

lyrics .. pictures.. day..

sleeping beauty

magical picture..

yellow pumpkin pie

another time, here I am!

remember kindergarten?

my hands are shaking..

on the role for patterns!

art by.. a pie!

flower dress

make me a black cherry pie

April Fools is back!

I heart Sun!

Nude in Jeans!

colorful hours

grey scale

white flower pedals

Here I come Julius!

twilight

coming out of the closet!

day tripper..

make me a raspberry pie!

can't get everything in life.. meh

wishing well

cat snuggling

driving a green car?

Driving a car?

Playing jeans into shorts!

Lucky me right?

Mooke Kinnay

before and after for MB

DKNY becomes RBNY?

pink baby!

Caz Dressing

Pronounce this, will you.. "Leave ice!"

weather mooding..

she stole my jacket!

it might get expensive if they end up in your stomache!

I think a wendybird is... a dancing girl

nuff nuff? oh, sorry i misspronounced it.. it's nüMph!

nee(a)t in the bonbi forest!

oranges in a city..

summer nights..

childhood dreams..

keep it unique. keep it indie, keep it n.e.e.t.!

'love'ly beach

giraffe!

Berit Goes Bike!

my fashion + summer = true love!

I miss summer!

taaaaaango, here I come!

valentines contest!

friday night movie..

mixing emotions!

keyboard playing games

Hästpojken!

gone with the wind..

princess pie!

happy V-day

art & factory? Anna & Fanny? No.. Abercrombie & Fitch

pink pain!

KABOOM